Self Portrait

We're doing our self portrait today.
What i know about our self portrait is putting all your feelings and emotions about yourself into a visual depiction...
First,we gotta create a minp map which includes all our personalities as well as our style..so,i just roughly do a simply sketch of my 1st mind map:

Mind Map

This is it~i drew a black and white expressionless mask in the middle,followed by 4 branch liked arm leading to 4 of my personalities and favourites.

So,my 1st personality is EXTREME
~I will focus more on what i'm interested in rather than those bored stuff to me..As i say " I don't give a ..."
2nd will be music
~I love MUSIC just as much as myself...Sometimes i need music to calm my mind,as well as one of my source of ideals!
3rd,I'm quiet a PERFECTIONIST,at a certain point.
~When I am doing some video trimming/editting,or some of my paintings,i will always harsh myself,so called nitpick~so sometimes,arguments between me and my group members occur at some point.Well...i think is normal for a designer right?Don't you think?
4th is SPORT
Seriously,i can't live without sport..I just can't,hahahha.
I played badminton when i was 9, and i became a district player when i was around 15.
When i was 17,i started to play basketball and managed to get into district level in Johor.
That was the old days,and now,i m still playing badminton but mostly of the time i go for gym,to build up my body and form.Confidence is what i needed right now!
Besides,I like to jog on the treadmill,that's the moment for me to create some new ideas.
OH~and also when i was in a traffic jam(ignore the jam,start thinking,don't waste time!)

Self Portrait

This is my self portrait~is kinda easy to understand it.As you can see that is me with a little devil and a little angel standing on my shoulder.Each of them are holding up 1 kind of mask on my face,which is evil and kind.And my face is splitting into 2~so as my heart.For the evil side of my heart,i used dry leaves and stick on it,means that my heart is dried and unhealthy.For the holy side of my heart,i used some greenish leaves to showed healthy and livelyAccording to the portrait,it shows that sometimes i am wearing different kind of masks in different situation,dealing with different people is what we have to do everyday in order to accommodate the flow of living,make it smooth~That's not our fault actually,is the society i dare to say.We are trained since young by those adults of how to integrate into this treacherous community...What do we know about it?We don't know anything,we're just following whatever they teach us.In the end,you and me,are just the same.

My Final Self Portrait

I'm trying to illuminate my deep emotion and feeling about how i wanna escape from the "mask" in me.
It was a good opportunity for me to understand more about myself.Or else,i won't be able to move on.